True intentions
So i have been thinking about moving back to Marietta and in with an old roommate. I'm going back and forth on the issue. He told me that i would be unhappy moving back with nothing else to do except Kroger. He is right. Though he is there and the thought of hiking and rowing are very inviting I know that I can come visit him whenever and I would really only do those other things when time allowed and the mood struck, which wouldn't be very often. I honestly dont think I will enjoy nursing, but who knows, It's money. I have it made right now.... a house that i really don't have to pay for, I really don't have to work that much, and i do enjoy school, and lets not forget that I have a free gym and sauna that are at my disposal, my other friends are there whenever I'm able to visit, basically if i really look at it all my opportunities lay in Athens right now. I even thought about not going to school this quarter just to figure things out, but i'm not really sure if that is wise. The thought occurred to me today to just say fuck it to my family. Let dad sale his house and be done with me. How ungrateful is that? I should be grateful for the opportunity he has made possible, but there are so many other factors out there that have made me regret the move home. Then I have to think about why I am even considering the move back to Marietta, and really think about what would be best for all concerned. which of course is for me to stay in the Wat. I wouldn't be really happy anywhere, but in Athens there are opportunities for me to maximize, that isn't saying there aren't any in Marietta, but i wouldn't have any time to maximize them. So what are my true intentions for both scenarios? Lets just say i'm fucking greedy and want it all. So I guess i'd better stay in the Wat and take advantage of what is being offered, suffer through the bullshit and find something there that will make me happy.