The Sun shines in the bedroom when we play...
the raining always starts when you go away.
SO many things to say.
I haven't been exploring in a while.
VGS this Friday night with [according to Paul] Paul, Abe, Nach, and Robert.
LA Ska Invasion with Josh Saturday night.
And still I am not happy.
I remember when I went to see Left Alone with Jenjen at the Conga in Pedro. I had so much fun, she was very stoned and I was very sober and very cold. That was my first time getting in a car with someone that we'd only known for a day. We could have been raped, killed, stranded but nothing happened. He got us to the show, he got us home on time. Did not offer to get us drinks because we were minors. He pushed me to go say hi to Elvis for the first time and he complemented the fact that I went crazy in the pit. Jen and I stood in line forever while he left to go get drunk somewhere and we didn't know if he was coming back. It was lucky that I had enough money for both of us to get in the show since he was supposedly paying for her. We went in before him. The line was huge. We cut by asking some boys for cigarrettes who were at the start of the line and sticking to them. We got in fast and the music was already going. We had the time of our lives even though we didn't stay to see VGS.
I was with 16 yrs old with my best friend in the middle of a city I didn't know, late at night and for all we knew we had no way to get home. I miss that so much.
I'm never going to go through that again and it hurts.
I'm all nostalgia and melancholy today. Gross.
SO many things to say.
I haven't been exploring in a while.
VGS this Friday night with [according to Paul] Paul, Abe, Nach, and Robert.
LA Ska Invasion with Josh Saturday night.
And still I am not happy.
I remember when I went to see Left Alone with Jenjen at the Conga in Pedro. I had so much fun, she was very stoned and I was very sober and very cold. That was my first time getting in a car with someone that we'd only known for a day. We could have been raped, killed, stranded but nothing happened. He got us to the show, he got us home on time. Did not offer to get us drinks because we were minors. He pushed me to go say hi to Elvis for the first time and he complemented the fact that I went crazy in the pit. Jen and I stood in line forever while he left to go get drunk somewhere and we didn't know if he was coming back. It was lucky that I had enough money for both of us to get in the show since he was supposedly paying for her. We went in before him. The line was huge. We cut by asking some boys for cigarrettes who were at the start of the line and sticking to them. We got in fast and the music was already going. We had the time of our lives even though we didn't stay to see VGS.
I was with 16 yrs old with my best friend in the middle of a city I didn't know, late at night and for all we knew we had no way to get home. I miss that so much.
I'm never going to go through that again and it hurts.
I'm all nostalgia and melancholy today. Gross.