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During the weekend, Esca came to Chicago to take Sara out on a date. Now because they invited me along and i'm a push-over, we all know that I got stuck being their photographer. Again. So I hope you're prepared. Here is 66 pics worth of Esca and Sara goodness. I hate myself.
Oh. And my role as photographer is not official but it's an unwritten relationship that I have with them. When I stopped taking pictures to eat, Esca posed next to Sara and gave me the hand signal to take a picture. That jerk, how dare he. He was moving his finger as if clicking a camera which was my cue to take a picture of their cute couple moment. If he wasn't bassist for my ACen project, i'd give him a piece of my mind.
I'm so depressed. Why do I set myself up for things like this. Why. I think Esca got the hint that I was a bit annoyed. So he thought it would be better to talk about me. Let me be the center of attention for a while. He asked me "So how are things with you and your girl?" He is such an ass. He knows i'm not with Akui anymore. I told Sara and then she told him. He knew. Why the hell would he bring it up again? God damn him. I guess it's his way of repaying me for taking their pictures. He tried to pay me with advice like "You'll find someone else, there are plenty of good girls out there. Hey, i'll introduce you to someone." I told him I wasn't looking. "Oh, I know. But if it just happens, that's the best. I wasn't looking when I met Sara and look at us now." I wanted to cry right then and there. How can someone be so inconsiderate.
I like being single. I love it. But when a person brings up the past like that, I want to hurt myself. Is Esca just stupid? Do people who are too full of their own happiness just stop caring about the rest of the world? Is that fair? I've done so much for them...i've spent so much time with them...they call me their friend...so why don't they know me? Why don't they know when i'm upset and there are things I just don't want to hear? Their timing is awful. Their so called help is just pain for me. They always torture me. People are so blind.
Esca said he had so much fun, he's decided to come to Chicago every weekend. Just hop on the train and meet up with us. Should I kill myself now and get it over with?
No. I'll just schedule a meeting with the drummer who contacted me. Yeah. I'll do that. I'd rather be with a stranger than go through all that again.
Ah, but i'm rambling. Here are the pictures. Enjoy. I'm tired.
Oh. And my role as photographer is not official but it's an unwritten relationship that I have with them. When I stopped taking pictures to eat, Esca posed next to Sara and gave me the hand signal to take a picture. That jerk, how dare he. He was moving his finger as if clicking a camera which was my cue to take a picture of their cute couple moment. If he wasn't bassist for my ACen project, i'd give him a piece of my mind.
I'm so depressed. Why do I set myself up for things like this. Why. I think Esca got the hint that I was a bit annoyed. So he thought it would be better to talk about me. Let me be the center of attention for a while. He asked me "So how are things with you and your girl?" He is such an ass. He knows i'm not with Akui anymore. I told Sara and then she told him. He knew. Why the hell would he bring it up again? God damn him. I guess it's his way of repaying me for taking their pictures. He tried to pay me with advice like "You'll find someone else, there are plenty of good girls out there. Hey, i'll introduce you to someone." I told him I wasn't looking. "Oh, I know. But if it just happens, that's the best. I wasn't looking when I met Sara and look at us now." I wanted to cry right then and there. How can someone be so inconsiderate.
I like being single. I love it. But when a person brings up the past like that, I want to hurt myself. Is Esca just stupid? Do people who are too full of their own happiness just stop caring about the rest of the world? Is that fair? I've done so much for them...i've spent so much time with them...they call me their friend...so why don't they know me? Why don't they know when i'm upset and there are things I just don't want to hear? Their timing is awful. Their so called help is just pain for me. They always torture me. People are so blind.
Esca said he had so much fun, he's decided to come to Chicago every weekend. Just hop on the train and meet up with us. Should I kill myself now and get it over with?
No. I'll just schedule a meeting with the drummer who contacted me. Yeah. I'll do that. I'd rather be with a stranger than go through all that again.
Ah, but i'm rambling. Here are the pictures. Enjoy. I'm tired.