up late...as usual

[laurierocks182]

So i can't sleep, no surprise there, considering i am such a night owl, and i slept until noon. I just got home from tiffany's not too long ago, and i was tired then, but then i got here, and decided to check my mail before hitting the hay, and then i am now wide awake. I am thinking about chad, of course and how much i miss him. I also have other stuff on my mind. Moving, and other things. I think it really hasn't hit me yet, but i am moving....actually moving. I think i still have not been hit with "i am moving, and i am not going to be gone for just a weekend. I am such a mommas girl, i don't know what i am going to do without my mommy!! I am going to miss my lil austin...and i am going to miss tiffany. Of course my sisters, mya, grammie and grandpa, daddy. But then again, i am only 3 hours away, and every chance i get, i will come up, and mom and dad will come up. I think it is time for me to spread my wings and be free. Try new things and meet new people. I think everyone should do it once in there life. Everyone is going to move on sooner or later. I might as well do it when i am young. Anyway all this talk about growing up, and being out on my own, makes me sleepy, I am glad that it did too. Me and my mom are going to make christmas cookies tomorrow, and go grocery shop together. Then i am going to work, my last day at good ole VIP MANOR!! Since my stupid co-workers aren't throwing me a party, i guess i will throw myself a party!! Either way, i am getting Crunk.
Time for this night owl to finally get to bed.

Merry christmas everyone!