still here

Aug 17, 2004 23:18

hey people, i'm so bored.
i had a shower so i'm all squeaky clean. i'm getting all emo and crazy
it might be cus someone told me to lose weight. meanwhile they always tell me i should feel good about myself.. i have a question. how in the heck am i supposed to feel good about myself when people are telling me i'm fat.... oh wait never mind, i guess that should make me feel irresistable, like those famous actors.
um.......BITE ME.that's all i have to say.
i think i've changed a lot since grade 9. and i just realized... i forgot my anniversary. i missed it. it was on sunday..
I'M SO STUPID! i forgot.
how could i forget such an important event such as this.
i mean one year ago, i sat at the fire crying and i realized i wasn't living a good life and it was that point i became a real christian and i turned my life over to God, and i missed that day this year. HOW could i be so moronic!

OY
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