May 13, 2007 00:32
i am officially addicted to reading the "best of craigslist" on craigslist.org.
it definitely makes me lolololol all the time.
well. i don't want to go into the boring details, but i did go to the doctor.
i told him about everything that has been going on, and then he asked me how my brother died,
and i started crying, right in the examination room.
i haven't cried like that in a while.
soo of course, he was like, "yeah, i really want to get you on something that will help control those emotions"
because OF COURSE i looked like a complete basket case.
he gave me some prescription stuff for a trial run that seems like it will help. i'm going back in a month so he can monitor the progress or whatever.
i'm really hopeful that it will help with little to no side effects, unlike most similar drugs.
i looked into the side effects and whatnot and it looks promising.
my parents stare at me like i am going to break into pieces at any moment.
john david is the only thing that keeps me from going crazy here, and he has just learned the art of mocking your sister when she's telling a story, which is fun, and unfair because you can't get mad at him, you just can't!
i am moving out to kennesaw to further the job search and start working on may 22, which is a little over a week away!
and one week from today, actually, we will be at mammoth cave. so i have lots to look forward to.
tomorrow is mothers' day, don't forget your mommies!