May 11, 2007 01:13
ok so everyone wants my ds lite, i'll go ahead and tell you i don't want less than $150 for it...i hope i can get as close to what i paid for it as possible, seeing as i've only played it 3 times.
that being said, buy my other stuff too. i gotta get dat cashmoney.
will someone please tell me what is going on in my crazy brain.?
i have never been so moody and irritable in my life.
i got in fights with two of the people i love most today, and not even john david could cheer me up.
i'm supposed to go to the doctor, says my therapist, who turned out to be not that weird.
i don't know wtf i "have"...although he says post-traumatic stress disorder / mild depression type crap is probably just now surfacing for some weird reason. he says i have probably repressed it because of all the transitioning between high school and college.
i think it also has something to do with the fact that something CRAZY traumatic and life-altering has happened to me every two years since i was 13. who wouldn't be messed up after that?
i hate my brain, i hate the chemicals in my body, i hate that all this crap has happened, i hate my hormones, i hate always feeling like this.
i hate that my headaches are worse.
i don't mean to complain about everything in the world tonight,
because i know i am surrounded by the #1 peeps in the universe, especially darling boyfriend and the girls and SIDS and etc...
but boy do i feel crappy.