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Tonight I know I did something right. For the first time in a while I can go to sleep with a smile on my face. I never realized all the pain that I could go through from making my own decision, and as soon as you change it, you can go from the worst feeling possible to the most amazing feeling. There are so many things I know that I want, but now I understand that we don't always get what we want, but if it's meant to be than it will be, and the only thing you can do is wait to see what the end has to offer you. By talking to my mom, she told me a lot, and one of the best things she told me was to not burn my own bridges, and that's the point when i realized that i had made a huge mistake, and after thinking everything through I realized how I really want it to be... It may be hard, but I know that nothing is harder than losing a person you love, for good. If there is something that you want, and you want it bad enough, time isn't a factor...
Now I can say that everything will be alright, because i know that i made the right choice, and i wouldn't change it ever....