comme ci comme ca.
in the middle once again. tonight was a hell of a night, i met john paul downtown and talked about past and now for like 2 hours... casey and mimi went to hang out with justin, matt, and jason, and whoever else. sebastijan got sick... we didnt do anything today.. i cried. today my emotions went crazy, every which way possible. clayton went to work, didnt even spend friday the 13th with me. blah... i guess its how it goes right. some guys yelled at us downtown after we got ice cream... so i turned and nonchalantly said "we are lesbians"... that was that. i got chocolate on my mario shirt... its in the wash. a bunch of happiness and sadness tonight, it meshed so i was in the middle... which is really good. gees i really wish tonight wasnt full of the waste... but i guess you have to wade through to see the sunshine. also.. i really wish sebastijan could have done something. college comes too fast now. AND i missed seeing paul because of the horribleness... and i miss him too already. he just gives a smile so freely , and he s so gorgeous id do anythiiingggg... OH WHY CANT I BE YOU... paul Gerner... i think is how to spell! haha and for you paulG.... If your friends with P then your friends with me... and if your down with P , well then your down with me. haaa , does anyone get it? caseys hair looked really gorgeous tonight, it was in those rolled curls... but it was so full of bounce i guess youd say... shimmering sweetness and kisses. which by the way, i am having caseys kisses right this very moment. and carbonation... bad bad bad.... ha well I MISS YOU SEBASTIJAN! PLEASE GET BETTER... ill wipe your nose. and boo was away wiht dimitri... cant talk about it now. lesbian. ba haha.