Nov 30, 2004 00:12
I don't know whats been going on lately: Things have been so off. Maybe its just me, but I've been kinda unhappy lately when I'm up at school. I've been bored! I want to go out, then plans fall through. I wish I could find some kind of interest in line dancing so I could go out w/ them every thursday, but I can't! it seems like most of the fun plans we make fall through. It just gets old I guess.
I was pretty upset tonight about something and I tried to talk about it, and the person I was talking to goes ahead and starts talking to someone else around and laughing, practically right in the middle of my sentence. I don't think I could feel any less important... I've never been so ignored or disrespected by friends before. I dunno, I don't usually get all girly and mushy about that shit, but it really did hurt me...
What a fuckin shitty day :(