Lonely....

[laurbear13]

I am feeling kinda lonely, like something is missing. I always feel this way after we are together for a long time :( I don't like this. It sounds stupid to a rational pair of ears, we are together every weekend....it is not enough, and it is not the same. It is so hard to say goodbye everytime, sometimes I cry, I could cry everytime. Hopefully, this year will zoom on by. I miss hanging out by ourselves together. I miss being picked up after class. I miss college, I miss MSU. I miss being at school and hanging out with our friends together on Thursdays and being together and then going out to the mall and stuff during the weekends. I miss knowing that even though I have stupid homework to do, someone else has stupid homework to do too and we can sit there together and get it done. I miss knowing that someone is 10 minutes away if I need anything. I miss knowing that I am also 10 minutes away if you need something. I miss being there to make you happy when you're sad. I miss being around to support you. I miss being together at the end of the day, even doing our own thing, but just being there together. I miss going to those football games, I miss tailgating. I miss parties. I miss all of my friends. I miss the campus and the atmosphere. Mostly, I just miss you. I miss doing everything together. I miss being part of eachother's lives on a day to day basis. Talking every day is just not the same....

One day this will be over, that one day better come quickly...I will never take it for granted