Not any better...
Soooo...my mind is all sorts of fucked up lately. I am a full blown hypochondriac and I don't know whether or not I want to be with my boyfriend. This sucks :(
I am not living life. I am just going through the motions in order to keep myself safe and comfortable.
I don't like it. It does not make me happy.
I just want to live, truly live.
I want to be in love 110%
It's hard to believe in monogamy when I don't think I can even do it.
Life sucks so bad because I am choosing it to be sucky :(
When will things turn around?
I have a crush on someone i work with (AGAIN?? when will i learn??)
Anywho, his GF treats him like he is second best.
That's the way I treat Patrick I feel....
I guess i'm not any better ...
I am not living life. I am just going through the motions in order to keep myself safe and comfortable.
I don't like it. It does not make me happy.
I just want to live, truly live.
I want to be in love 110%
It's hard to believe in monogamy when I don't think I can even do it.
Life sucks so bad because I am choosing it to be sucky :(
When will things turn around?
I have a crush on someone i work with (AGAIN?? when will i learn??)
Anywho, his GF treats him like he is second best.
That's the way I treat Patrick I feel....
I guess i'm not any better ...