Im a Joke
I was definitly lying when i said that i knew i could always go back to my past, because i most certianly thought it was impossible. And maybe it is because things will never be the same and because im not the same Laura that i used to be. I connected myself today, perhaps it will open up a whole new way of life that i didn't want but i will get because of my actions. You do one little thing and it that event sparks a million other to happen. I guess that's the chance i am willing to take. I sent a letter. This is pretty vital for many reasons which will remain unknown to you.
I drove by someone's house. I havent been there for 4 years maybe, but for some reason i just wanted to go by, just to make sure its still there..to know that even though ive forced myself to forget a lot that went on then- that it DID happen. Perhaps thats the best i can do..
I guess its time to let go, like ive been saying for the past 3 years..
Or maybe whats bothering me so much
......is that i have.
I drove by someone's house. I havent been there for 4 years maybe, but for some reason i just wanted to go by, just to make sure its still there..to know that even though ive forced myself to forget a lot that went on then- that it DID happen. Perhaps thats the best i can do..
I guess its time to let go, like ive been saying for the past 3 years..
Or maybe whats bothering me so much
......is that i have.