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"Truth often finds its way to the mind close muffled in robes of sleep, and then speaks with uncompromising directness of matters in regard to which we practice an unconscious self-deception during our waking moments."
Lately my dreams have been very intriging. They have made me sit back and think about what they could've really meant. Although that answer hasn't come to me any time soon i have been working on a new way of getting into others dreams. I am not sure if it is really possible- but if it is then it'd be amazing.
Know that point where you have just come out of a good dream and you feel so wonderful inside and then you get that 'slap in the face' when you relize that it was a dream and waking ip made things ultimatly worse. All you can do is go on all day remembering this dream and how great it was, and how much you wish to be back there..with those people.. or that person, whatever the dream was. It makes me want to sleep all the time until i can have what i've been dreaming about for so long. Although that could never happen because i would miss school constantly and never have a life. HhHhmmmMm, unless i was sleeping beauty and then all i could do is sleep and sleep until my 'prince' found me. I am not so sure if i would like that.
I feel as if i am in a hault in my life this week. I will have to wait a good few weeks to see any leaders people any time soon, and i haven't seen anybody from around Melrose at all lately. I have been stuck at school- cut off from the real world. oh i mean drama...right. I'm not as excited and motivated to go to rehersal this year, i just want to get to Festival. I am really looking forward to it, it should be a lot different than last year in good ways of course.
Drowning in thought is a beautiful thing. Just going through a day when all you can do is think profound things and wish that you could share them with amazing people who would truly understand you. It would make too much sense to be with those people all the time so of course it can never quite work out that way.
It feels really good to just start a new book and read at any moment you get especially when you know that you should be doing somthing else, i enjoy that a lot. I have tried to make life at school more exciting but it seems i have been failing badly. Although i should remember i have only been back for 1 day. Cool teacher is going to make me a mix tape- he told me all he needs is a tape player. HA! Whats up with that? Wasnt he a teen in the 80's? He said he listened to the tape in his friends car, that is so exciting. He also told me that he is going to buy the 'Thursday' cd. (Sooo very exciting) I am actually teaching a teacher somthing..good.
Thursday Josh is coming over and we are going to write letters to people! It will be exciting- creative party!
I hope i can see everyone of you soon. Especially those i haven't seen for a long time. And even for those i have seen lately, i Miss you all a lot.
Love,
---LAura
Lately my dreams have been very intriging. They have made me sit back and think about what they could've really meant. Although that answer hasn't come to me any time soon i have been working on a new way of getting into others dreams. I am not sure if it is really possible- but if it is then it'd be amazing.
Know that point where you have just come out of a good dream and you feel so wonderful inside and then you get that 'slap in the face' when you relize that it was a dream and waking ip made things ultimatly worse. All you can do is go on all day remembering this dream and how great it was, and how much you wish to be back there..with those people.. or that person, whatever the dream was. It makes me want to sleep all the time until i can have what i've been dreaming about for so long. Although that could never happen because i would miss school constantly and never have a life. HhHhmmmMm, unless i was sleeping beauty and then all i could do is sleep and sleep until my 'prince' found me. I am not so sure if i would like that.
I feel as if i am in a hault in my life this week. I will have to wait a good few weeks to see any leaders people any time soon, and i haven't seen anybody from around Melrose at all lately. I have been stuck at school- cut off from the real world. oh i mean drama...right. I'm not as excited and motivated to go to rehersal this year, i just want to get to Festival. I am really looking forward to it, it should be a lot different than last year in good ways of course.
Drowning in thought is a beautiful thing. Just going through a day when all you can do is think profound things and wish that you could share them with amazing people who would truly understand you. It would make too much sense to be with those people all the time so of course it can never quite work out that way.
It feels really good to just start a new book and read at any moment you get especially when you know that you should be doing somthing else, i enjoy that a lot. I have tried to make life at school more exciting but it seems i have been failing badly. Although i should remember i have only been back for 1 day. Cool teacher is going to make me a mix tape- he told me all he needs is a tape player. HA! Whats up with that? Wasnt he a teen in the 80's? He said he listened to the tape in his friends car, that is so exciting. He also told me that he is going to buy the 'Thursday' cd. (Sooo very exciting) I am actually teaching a teacher somthing..good.
Thursday Josh is coming over and we are going to write letters to people! It will be exciting- creative party!
I hope i can see everyone of you soon. Especially those i haven't seen for a long time. And even for those i have seen lately, i Miss you all a lot.
Love,
---LAura