UPDATE
So, I quit, oficially today. I was a nervous wreck all day, my heart was beating extremely fast. You guys have no idea however how good it felt. Driving home, my back began to soften again, it had been extremely tense and hard for the last few weeks. Well, every now and then for the past few days I've contemplated the idea of staying here in Miami. But something would happen that would make me more determined to leave: work. Well, now that I'm not stuck there, I think I might give Miami a try.
Ok now for the religious part of my posst. My grandmother is very religious, and before I came to Miami she gave me 2 books: a bible, and "The Purpose Driven" book. I pray, I say thank you, but I hardly, well, I never read the bible. When I began feeling extremely stressed and anxious and felt like I was going down hard again, I gave that book a try, not bad. But then I decided to open the Bible she gave and, well, it's a pretty cool Bible. At the beggining (sp?) as an index, it has different situations you could be going through, and what passages to read in those situations, then feelings with passages. So I began looking for what I was feeling and well, it made me feel better reading it. So I've been praying, and I'm honest when I say I hardly ever ask for things, I usually just give thanks, but I kept asking to give me a sign, an answer to what I had to do, why was I so miserable. Well, yesterday, out of nowhere, I was reading someone's post, it was about a teacher, and all of a sudden, THAT'S IT. All my life, since I was a little girl, I've wanted to become a teacher. How in the world I got into Advertising I have no idea. I even had a part time job as a teacher assistant for nursery to pre-k kids that I completely adored. Oh well, so, now, I'm going back to school, pretty excited about that! and well, I might stay here in Florida after all. We'll see how Christmas goes.
I know many of you don't agree with me quitting my job so soon, without the 2 weeks notice, but if you only could feel how miserable I felt, I cried so many days after leaving the office, as soon as I got in my car. I even called my mom crying once, which, my friends that know me irl would tell you, had only happened once before. I'm not a crying person, at least not in front of people. I don't really care about people knowing that I cry, but I just don't like crying in front of anyone.
Well, I'm back to unemployed now, might get a part time for Christmas time, maybe in Victoria's Secret or some store I could take advantage of their discounts. I'm going to enjoy my weekend, I think I might go to a party a non blood related cousin of mine is having. mucho luv for you all <33
Ok now for the religious part of my posst. My grandmother is very religious, and before I came to Miami she gave me 2 books: a bible, and "The Purpose Driven" book. I pray, I say thank you, but I hardly, well, I never read the bible. When I began feeling extremely stressed and anxious and felt like I was going down hard again, I gave that book a try, not bad. But then I decided to open the Bible she gave and, well, it's a pretty cool Bible. At the beggining (sp?) as an index, it has different situations you could be going through, and what passages to read in those situations, then feelings with passages. So I began looking for what I was feeling and well, it made me feel better reading it. So I've been praying, and I'm honest when I say I hardly ever ask for things, I usually just give thanks, but I kept asking to give me a sign, an answer to what I had to do, why was I so miserable. Well, yesterday, out of nowhere, I was reading someone's post, it was about a teacher, and all of a sudden, THAT'S IT. All my life, since I was a little girl, I've wanted to become a teacher. How in the world I got into Advertising I have no idea. I even had a part time job as a teacher assistant for nursery to pre-k kids that I completely adored. Oh well, so, now, I'm going back to school, pretty excited about that! and well, I might stay here in Florida after all. We'll see how Christmas goes.
I know many of you don't agree with me quitting my job so soon, without the 2 weeks notice, but if you only could feel how miserable I felt, I cried so many days after leaving the office, as soon as I got in my car. I even called my mom crying once, which, my friends that know me irl would tell you, had only happened once before. I'm not a crying person, at least not in front of people. I don't really care about people knowing that I cry, but I just don't like crying in front of anyone.
Well, I'm back to unemployed now, might get a part time for Christmas time, maybe in Victoria's Secret or some store I could take advantage of their discounts. I'm going to enjoy my weekend, I think I might go to a party a non blood related cousin of mine is having. mucho luv for you all <33