my new years resolution. + novel on my resolution theory, tangents included.

[lauracore]

last year i officially picked up smoking again.

and not only did i pick it up, i chain smoked my way through 12 months of insanity with a vengeance.

as for this year i've decided i'm going to make a conscious effort to smoke more weed.

/begin rambling over analysis

yeah that's right

Comments

[nowweareyoung]

why didn't everyone respond to this. this was incredibly awesome. i'm full behind you.

zach resolved to take up smoking again -- because that's what he wants.

as fucked as it sounds, i really did want to bike, walk and use the bus more. i lost my car, and i think it's a positive thing.

maybe it's self-depriciation in L.A. to not want a car, and to be more humble and resourceful. maybe it's me wanting to feel connected to the east coast again. or really, maybe it's because paying so much for my car makes me sick.

i was telling adam yesterday on the way home from the ER that i had an idea awhile ago, that if you and i ever lived in the same city/apartment again...it be rad to share a car. split the expenses and all. help each other out.

i don't know man. i'm also feeling so much better now after 1 ibuprofin and two vicodin. i can't believe it took that much to relax the pain from my car accident.

brutal.

every time i come down there to visit i feel cleansed. i really do. by depriving myself of sleep, limiting food, probably increasing alcohol consumption to a ridiculous level...

my body feels...like a body. i feel like i am a human. i am in touch with the reality that i'm mortal and that's better than feeling like i'm going through the motions of life.

i love your friends, and i am so glad you're one of my very best friends. and if anyone would treat you like shit, anyone...they seriously have to be a complete dumb ass. like calling george bush intelligent and fully backing it.

i hope good things for you all the time.

i think you should of included in your post that god told you to smoke weed. that would of made this post full circle, hilarious. what a bitch, she's going to get std's. and even her weed won't want to be smoked by her.

okay, end my rant.