Lunchtime
After the counselling session i went to a nearby cafe to have a good lunch (it was well after 1pm by the time I came out). It was quite a pleasant lunch but important for two reasons. First was I did a psychic reading for the owner of the cafe. the second was that I talked to Debbie.
I used to read Tarot professionally for a while, but I was quite out of practice by now. However, once I started everything flowed. I think when I came out of the counselling session I was very centred, and that helps immensely.
Meeting Debbie was important, because she was one of the healthcare workers who knew Jenny by assisting her in her flat. After Jenny went into the nursing home she lost contact with her. I'd met Debbie in the cafe bbefore and she would ask after both Jenny and Jenny's dog Bobby (who I now care for). At one time she offered to drive Bobby and me to the nursing home but that never happened (instead I took him there on the bus). When Jenny died I passed on a message to Debbie via the cafe owner, but she didn't get it for weeks afterwards. So for me, and for Debbie, it was good to talk about what had happened - how Jenny had died, how the funeral was (she would have gove had she notice) and how I reacted.
It transpired that Debbie used to have a good friend who died of cancer, and there was an empathy and connection there. She understood, and I really needed to talk to someone who did. I also passed on jenny's mother's phone number to her. Debbie met Leone several times and wanted to pass on her condolences. I think this is a good thing for both of them.
It was a good lunch today.