ironic, eh?
wow. this day is so incredibly shitty!!! as if my morning wasnt shitty enuff, gess who i got an email from?!?! jared himself!! but, when i was in florida i saw sum1 i used 2 be really really good friends with, Carly Sazant (yes, David's sister) (and yes, i also saw david, but thts a story in itself) so carlytold me some intersting news about jared. hes apparently a "gay loser." apparently, at camp all the guys teased him... o ya, n my friend tali saw him @ the mall n she told me 2day also tht he got really tall AND tht now tht hes not popular and less cocky, hes actually really nice. well, im not sure if i believe any of tht. i cannot picture jared as a "gay fag." i know tht hes tall, i saw him 3 weeks ago. but i cannot picture him not cocky or not popular. and i most definitely cannot picture him being nice or caring about a single fucking thing other than himself. neways... my day is so fukkin bad, and i am gettin so fukkin pissed. im just waiting 4 2nite 2 come so tht i can relax, see my friends and not worry about nething. i dun wanna have to think about too much. i just wanna have fun with my friends, but, i alredy know tht im not gonna be able to do tht. ill be doin some form of damage control, or comforting someone, or helping sum1 not throw up, or something like tht. jall i know is tht this will most likely not be my best day.
- Laur -