Open Your Eyes
Have you ever been driving and had the sudden urge to accelerate and crash into something?
That's how I feel lately.
I cannot find a part-time job. I am sick of financial aid. My friends don't seem to exist. My family is a mess. And the girl I had been going on several dates with just up and ignored me. She changed her mind apparently. I'm so sick and tired of dating. And I'm only 18, sad I know. I just want a girlfriend with a sense of humor, intelligence, and motivation. All the girls I have even talked to this past year at college have been absolutely insane. I just want someone to connect with. Someone to genuinely be interested.
I also would love for my Dad to get off my ass. Finding a job is so hard. Either no one is hiring or they want to hire adults. Which, there are so many adults applying because of the economy. It's ridiculous. Tomorrow I'm going out and not going home until I have an interview somewhere.
>/ I just want something to make me smile.
That's how I feel lately.
I cannot find a part-time job. I am sick of financial aid. My friends don't seem to exist. My family is a mess. And the girl I had been going on several dates with just up and ignored me. She changed her mind apparently. I'm so sick and tired of dating. And I'm only 18, sad I know. I just want a girlfriend with a sense of humor, intelligence, and motivation. All the girls I have even talked to this past year at college have been absolutely insane. I just want someone to connect with. Someone to genuinely be interested.
I also would love for my Dad to get off my ass. Finding a job is so hard. Either no one is hiring or they want to hire adults. Which, there are so many adults applying because of the economy. It's ridiculous. Tomorrow I'm going out and not going home until I have an interview somewhere.
>/ I just want something to make me smile.