Let's be mild and say I'm feeling slightly frustrated

[lauand]

Actually I'm in a horrible mood today for unrelated things (unrelated to what? Just unrelated, in general) and I was browsing through an artist's Tumblr and got the powerful itch to draw something myself. Fanart, because that's what I enjoy drawing the most. And then I thought that LJ is dead and realized: "what for?", or rather "for whom, if nobody is going to see it anymore?". I used to do shit just for myself, for the pleasure of doing it, but not anymore, most especially not fanshit. And now I'm in an even worse mood (because everything can always be worse, do not believe those who affirm otherwise because they don't know what the fuck they are talking about). Wonderful.

At least there's music. Oh, shit, I'm so grateful for music I can't even.

Also posted at http://lauand.dreamwidth.org/121884.html, if you'd rather read it there or want to enter a discussion with
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