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I went to visit my Nana at the hospital today. She's dying of Alzheimer's and cancer. She was so thin and pale and helpless. She can't even speak anymore or eat on her own. And I'm just so upset right now and I really just don't want to do anything. I can't help but think that this is how we will all end up. Helpless with nothing left to live for and no ability to live anymore.
Cals texted me earlier and asked me to make him dinner and do his laundry cuz he doesn't feel good. I told him maybe because I wasn't totally sure if I would be back from the hospital on time and now that I said no, he's pissed at me. So sorry to you Cals. I'm sorry that you can't find something to eat on your own.
I wish I spent more time with Nana. I feel like I couldn't even tell you the simplest thing about her. That is what upsets me the most.
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Cals texted me earlier and asked me to make him dinner and do his laundry cuz he doesn't feel good. I told him maybe because I wasn't totally sure if I would be back from the hospital on time and now that I said no, he's pissed at me. So sorry to you Cals. I'm sorry that you can't find something to eat on your own.
I wish I spent more time with Nana. I feel like I couldn't even tell you the simplest thing about her. That is what upsets me the most.
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