Unsure
Im not sure why I have been writing so many logs as of late. I havent been sleeping much like always. My last night of sleep was 3 days ago and I had another of those nightmares again. In my dream I was desperatly trying to wake up.. I thought I did but there I was trapped in my dream again.. I would wake up in my dream over and over. When I finally woke up for real I wasnt sure if I was still dreaming or not so I pulled the covers over my face like a child and stayed there awake for the rest of the morning. God I hate being alone in this apartment. I want out.. Or let someone in.. Something. Moloch tries to help but he hasnt been around latley.only to pop in every once in awhile at night to make sure things are ok. Sometimes Ill feel him next to me.. thinking im asleep but i never am. At least I have him. If anything else. Its almos 11 30 and im not even slightly tired.. I think I may go for yet another walk. :note to self :(Aquire clearer pics of myself for a freind)