I Beg of you

[latramatae]

Let me feel what happiness is
Ive broken the skin and now
Im drained of blood
Im standing at the doorstep of illusion
between one dream and the next
Reguardless with way I choose
I know it will not be the right one.
Do I even know what reality is?
Or have I been asleep so long
that I have forgotten to breath
Speak the same way you do
Walk the path that you have
and think they way you taught me
Mother hold me close
for I know nothing else but your love.
Your touch
and your tears.
They fill me with dred and joy
Simutaniously like the ties that bind us
I just need to fill
the emptyness in my heart
Once filled with pain then drugs then him
and now its empty once more.
TELL ME WHAT TO DO
when everyone is against you
TELL ME HOW TO THINK
when all i can do is lost
TELL ME HOW TO FEEL
when all i do is steal

others...
Decay...
No way out...
To my dismay....