You know what ticks me off?!
How rumours get spread around like locust's. There has been a rumour going around about a good friend of mine that he is banging a 15 yr old, and let me tell you, when I hear'd about it, I got pissed so bad I lost myself mentally and that usually only happens when my Dad pissed me off for how badly he mentally fucks me up.
I typed out exactly what I thought about it, and sent him a message about it, and drank all through the night after, I didnt sleep yesterday and at about 9am-10am I started drinking to try and make me fall asleep cause the sleep dep was getting to me badly, I drank 5 shots of vodka and then 2 shots of Tequila, didnt do shit except fuck me up hardcore and helped me think straight. Yes it got me tired, but not tired enough to sleep.
I went into my bedroom around 2pm before my Mom got home and sobered up at around 6pm, I talked to my Mom about what I said and talked about, and what was being told and the rumour that has been spread around. After that, I called Richard and talked to him about it, this man has never lied to me, not fucking ONCE. I asked him and he told me the truth straight up. but that was all i wanted to rant about.