Reality Check
Wow...life does move to fast and does not slow down when you would like it to. Today has been a quite productive day in the sense that I have been able to finish my homework and still have time to work out and relax by the pool to ponder things.
I really have been blessed with a great love that I never saw coming. I mean the end of my Senior year all I thought was my life was over and I hated every male out there and love was a meaningless and never happening thing for me.Yes you could say I was very bitter and depressed. It was not me at all. I couldn't enjoy my summer with friends and I am sure they couldn't stand hanging out with me because I brought them down with me by complaining.
Life really is interesting on how it brought someone that was always there to listen when I ranted about other guys being mean or whatever to me into my life to now be the one I am going to marry. I am sure a lot of people don't understand our love because they might assume we are young and just jumping fast into marriage at our age, but seriously when you truly know that it's right and that this person is good to you it can work. Long distance factors into the type of relationship we have and yes I would definitely love to have him going to the same school, but I know his dreams and he knows mine..eventually we will be uniting to accomplish our career dreams together. My definition our love goes beyond the physical and the feelings of giddyness, but rather to a level of commitment that is sacrifical that lets us be supportive and offer unconditional love because we know by the end of the day we have each other's heart to come home to. Although he might now always be there with me physical, we have such a strong tie that is something I will never let go of because there is no one else that brings out the best in me ane supports me like he does.
I understand many of my friends are going to miss this summer and when I leave after next May, but I want to tell you guys that you are more than my friends. You are all like family. We have gone through a lot together from high school to craziness in college and to whatever new adventures we have ran into. For me it's time to move on and I am excited for where my life will take me and what I will come across. I plan to visit back to Tucson for sure. I don't know when, but I will.
Now, I think is the time to really make some memorable memories and really experience some major hanging out before I have to leave. So no sad faces and I hope to make the most of it! :)
Regarding what's new with me...I am pretty much eager to end the semester and will be living in Flagstaff this summer and have been starting wedding planning stuff. If anyone wants to help with ideas, you're more than welcome. :) Time to get going with finish my hw! Ciao!!
I really have been blessed with a great love that I never saw coming. I mean the end of my Senior year all I thought was my life was over and I hated every male out there and love was a meaningless and never happening thing for me.Yes you could say I was very bitter and depressed. It was not me at all. I couldn't enjoy my summer with friends and I am sure they couldn't stand hanging out with me because I brought them down with me by complaining.
Life really is interesting on how it brought someone that was always there to listen when I ranted about other guys being mean or whatever to me into my life to now be the one I am going to marry. I am sure a lot of people don't understand our love because they might assume we are young and just jumping fast into marriage at our age, but seriously when you truly know that it's right and that this person is good to you it can work. Long distance factors into the type of relationship we have and yes I would definitely love to have him going to the same school, but I know his dreams and he knows mine..eventually we will be uniting to accomplish our career dreams together. My definition our love goes beyond the physical and the feelings of giddyness, but rather to a level of commitment that is sacrifical that lets us be supportive and offer unconditional love because we know by the end of the day we have each other's heart to come home to. Although he might now always be there with me physical, we have such a strong tie that is something I will never let go of because there is no one else that brings out the best in me ane supports me like he does.
I understand many of my friends are going to miss this summer and when I leave after next May, but I want to tell you guys that you are more than my friends. You are all like family. We have gone through a lot together from high school to craziness in college and to whatever new adventures we have ran into. For me it's time to move on and I am excited for where my life will take me and what I will come across. I plan to visit back to Tucson for sure. I don't know when, but I will.
Now, I think is the time to really make some memorable memories and really experience some major hanging out before I have to leave. So no sad faces and I hope to make the most of it! :)
Regarding what's new with me...I am pretty much eager to end the semester and will be living in Flagstaff this summer and have been starting wedding planning stuff. If anyone wants to help with ideas, you're more than welcome. :) Time to get going with finish my hw! Ciao!!