Dec 21, 2007 03:10
Gah, I don't do anything productive all day and I still manage to find a way to completely stress out. I honestly think that if things don't get better soon, my family's going to end up on the news in one of those bizarre murder/suicide deals. The only question now is who's the most likely to snap first.
Sean and Jessie are on the rocks. Which I find really strange since it feels like they've been together for years but it really doesn't surprise me. I never really thought they'd last. I saw them get together (which was actually my doing =]. yay, alcohol.), and I watched them for the past.. nine months? I don't know. They just seem too dependent on each other for their happiness. Well, I don't know about Sean. But Jessie is. They're one of those ridiculously mushy couples. The ones that talk on the phone all the time.
They also started saying "i love you" about two weeks into the relationship. I'm almost twice that much into mine and I can't imagine truthfully being able to say that with him, and I don't know if I ever will. I think people are so desperate for someone to be there no matter what that they get too emotionally attached and far too quickly.
I mean Josh is going to New York for a week or whatever and I admit that I'll miss him a little bit. But not because I need to see/talk to him every minute of every day but I've gotten used to it. It's just a change, nothing more.
On a brighter note, apparently the world is going to end five years from today. According to Brian. And the Mayans . I doubt it. But if it really does end and Hillary's right about what will happen to me since I don't believe in Jesus, it looks like I'll be going to hell.
*shrug* Whatever. I'll bring the marshmallows.
"The heart is resilient. I mean, literally. When a body is burned, the heart is the last organ to oxidize. While the rest of the body can catch flame like a polyester sheet on a campfire, it takes hours to burn the heart to ash." -Ibi Kaslik