Hillary's leaving in a  week and a half for two months. In august, she'll be back for two weeks, and then it's off to college. I think I'm going to have a heart attack. She's my best friend in the whooollee world (I feel 6 again =D). Pretty much the only real friend I've ever had ( Read more... )

Am i really that horrible of a person that everyone and anyone i have befriended since.. ever.. has eventually turned on me?

granted, some of them were just disgustingly fake bitches, but i'm not naive enough to believe that it's everyones fault but my own.

so. someone, please tell me.

..what the hell am i doing wrong?

It's five am and I'm exhausted, but I can't sleep. I always have problems getting back to sleep. Not that it ever really matters, though, does it? I have no requirements of my day, other than school twice a week, and that doesn't start 'til 6 anyway. So, between 12am and 5pm, I manage to get a full eight eleven hours.

Oddly enough, on the side of ( Read more... )

It is currently three in the morning and i'm zoning out to Ocean's Eleven. As good as that movie is, I can't pay attention.
Ryan left Sunday. It feels weird. Like abnormal to not have him around, and yet as if he had never came at the same time. It's weirddd.

I don't want to write my speech. Kill me.

Tired. Night.

Will you be getti​ng marri​ed in the next 2 month​s?​
haaaaaaa. fuck two months, I don't wanna be married in the next two years. I refuse to be one of those girls who get married before they're legally allowed to drink champagne at their own reception.

Next time you will kiss a girl on the lips?​
welllll, see, I'm aiming for never =/

What is your curre ( Read more... )

Broke up with josh to end how miserable i've been feeling lately
but it only made me twice as miserable.

go fucking figure.

Get my degree ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do now.

what the fuck.

my heart hurts and i cant stop thinking about it.

maybe time alone is a good thing.

This is dumb.

Everything is a waste of time.

Time is a waste of time.

I'm driving up to Tallahassee on August 15th. Plan was to drive my sisters car up for her, stay in a hotel for a night or two, then drive to Jacksonville and fly back ( Read more... )