I'M SO F-ING PISSED!!!
I can't remember ever being this pissed off at someone outside my family! My hands won't stop shaking...I'm surprised I can even type! My face is still bright red and it's been at least twenty minutes since I got off the phone.
Kitten called me on Rejeana's cell phone to tell me that the plans we just made about two hours ago had to be suddenly cancled. The plan was that she was going to meet me at my house just after I got back from picking up Rejeana and I was going to dye her hair for her. And if we had time afterwards, we were gonna do some window shopping for christmas presents. So she calls me when I'm about half way between Carterville and Colp and tells me that the plans have to be dropped all of a sudden because her boyfriend just got back from his family's mini-vacation to Branson and he's only half-way-grounded (whatever the fuck that means!). So she's not coming over, we're not going to the mall, and she's going shopping with Bryan instead. OOOOHHH!!!!!!! I could fucking rip his dick off!!!! I can't stand that little bastard!!!!! But what's worse is this time, I'm more pissed off at Kitten for not only changing our plans (again!!--this has become quite a trend lately) but changing them to do something with HIM!!!! (AGAIN!!!!--also becoming very trendy with Kitten). I don't think I've ever been this mad at her. It wasn't too bad until she tried to appologize. She heard my voice cracking b/c I was trying not to let her know that I was pissed off and she appologized (or tried to) and I stopped her, saying something to the effect of "Don't appologize. It'll just make it worse." Then she tried to say "sorry" again and I cut her off again with, "Too late." I almost threw the damn phone after that, but then I thought, "wait, this isn't my phone, it's rejeana's...better not throw it..."
GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! ..........well, sorry about all the rambling and screaming and cussing, but I'm really fucking pissed off!!!!!!! ......ok..............I think I'm done...gonna go cry now and get it out of my system before Kitten either calls me or comes over (if she even bothers...she said she would after she got back from shopping w/Bryan.....I'll just have to wait and see I guess......)
Kitten called me on Rejeana's cell phone to tell me that the plans we just made about two hours ago had to be suddenly cancled. The plan was that she was going to meet me at my house just after I got back from picking up Rejeana and I was going to dye her hair for her. And if we had time afterwards, we were gonna do some window shopping for christmas presents. So she calls me when I'm about half way between Carterville and Colp and tells me that the plans have to be dropped all of a sudden because her boyfriend just got back from his family's mini-vacation to Branson and he's only half-way-grounded (whatever the fuck that means!). So she's not coming over, we're not going to the mall, and she's going shopping with Bryan instead. OOOOHHH!!!!!!! I could fucking rip his dick off!!!! I can't stand that little bastard!!!!! But what's worse is this time, I'm more pissed off at Kitten for not only changing our plans (again!!--this has become quite a trend lately) but changing them to do something with HIM!!!! (AGAIN!!!!--also becoming very trendy with Kitten). I don't think I've ever been this mad at her. It wasn't too bad until she tried to appologize. She heard my voice cracking b/c I was trying not to let her know that I was pissed off and she appologized (or tried to) and I stopped her, saying something to the effect of "Don't appologize. It'll just make it worse." Then she tried to say "sorry" again and I cut her off again with, "Too late." I almost threw the damn phone after that, but then I thought, "wait, this isn't my phone, it's rejeana's...better not throw it..."
GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! ..........well, sorry about all the rambling and screaming and cussing, but I'm really fucking pissed off!!!!!!! ......ok..............I think I'm done...gonna go cry now and get it out of my system before Kitten either calls me or comes over (if she even bothers...she said she would after she got back from shopping w/Bryan.....I'll just have to wait and see I guess......)