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I just told Stefy goodbye.
She told me "fuck you Francis, you only wanted one thing from me." in response.
She's in love with another man, and it hurts.
And I know myself, I can't be a good friend to her, cause I'll just be a jealous petty fuck.
So this is probably for the best.
Edit:
And for the record, anyone who decides they want to tell me I'm special in anyway is going to be ignored. I don't rightly give a fuck if I am. I'm still alone, I'm still fucking petty, and you know, I honestly don't understand how I'm supposed to handle any level of intimacy with another person.
I'll let you in on a secret, if I was so damn special, I wouldn't be so damn alone and reclusive. I wouldn't be so addicted to my computer and the distraction it gives me from life in general. I'd be out, I'd be with people, and hell, whatever else.
She told me "fuck you Francis, you only wanted one thing from me." in response.
She's in love with another man, and it hurts.
And I know myself, I can't be a good friend to her, cause I'll just be a jealous petty fuck.
So this is probably for the best.
Edit:
And for the record, anyone who decides they want to tell me I'm special in anyway is going to be ignored. I don't rightly give a fuck if I am. I'm still alone, I'm still fucking petty, and you know, I honestly don't understand how I'm supposed to handle any level of intimacy with another person.
I'll let you in on a secret, if I was so damn special, I wouldn't be so damn alone and reclusive. I wouldn't be so addicted to my computer and the distraction it gives me from life in general. I'd be out, I'd be with people, and hell, whatever else.