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I had this really reflective introspective entry in mind. But instead you get this. Try not to get to excited. I wont blame you if you do though. I mean this is really titilating stuff. I've been spending alot of these extra hours meditating, and that inaction has brought me alot of peace. I feel good lately, not spazzy, OMG good, but more Marley, Zen good. Thinking last night i recalled alot of things. And the pain I used to associate with some of those memories has greatly dinished. In fact, the feeling I get recalling them now is not what I'd call pain at all. I still think I'd probably be hesitant to share them in anywhere but the most secure settings, but I don't think they're all that important for most people to know. I'm off of that weird belief I held that full disclosure was always desireable. I do want to be accesable, just not always. There is room for improvement, and I like that. Right now I smile at the thought of spending time with friends, family, and neighbors. I particularly look forward to doing things with other people. Recently it has been way too much doing things with other people there, or watching people do things. What is the difference I wonder?
I realize it's a little dated but I so love this song
I realize it's a little dated but I so love this song
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