Grandmother
Well I am home from my Vaccation. Needless to say, I wish it had been longer. Dang. I feel kinda cheated. Ok moving along.
The reason I am posting this. In the 23 years I have been alive my sweet elderly grandmother has yet to actualy remember my name. That was until Saturday morning as I said goodbye to her. She said my name clear and distinctly. I think, in a way, it was a goodbye. I get the feeling I won't see her again in life. I am not overly saddened by this. She has had it hard these past 3 years and she is in Hospice care right now. She is expeceted to pass on soon anyway. Her health isn't all that great anyway, and she is hurting inside and out so I think it is her time to move to the hear after and shead the mortal flesh and enter the next phase of life.
That isn't to say I won't be sad if she passes on, and that isn't to say that I won't miss her I will. It is saying though that it won't be a shock the time is near.
The reason I am posting this. In the 23 years I have been alive my sweet elderly grandmother has yet to actualy remember my name. That was until Saturday morning as I said goodbye to her. She said my name clear and distinctly. I think, in a way, it was a goodbye. I get the feeling I won't see her again in life. I am not overly saddened by this. She has had it hard these past 3 years and she is in Hospice care right now. She is expeceted to pass on soon anyway. Her health isn't all that great anyway, and she is hurting inside and out so I think it is her time to move to the hear after and shead the mortal flesh and enter the next phase of life.
That isn't to say I won't be sad if she passes on, and that isn't to say that I won't miss her I will. It is saying though that it won't be a shock the time is near.