Aug 11, 2005 10:34
To barrow a quote from Neon Genisis...
"A hedgehog can not allow anyone to get close to it, becuase it will only end up hurting the other that gets close to it even without meaning to."
I realise now just what that means. I have been considering alot of things and I realise now that I am one of those hedgehogs. I hurt people who I let get close to me. I don't mean to do it, it just happens. I hurt them without thinking, without knowning. It happens. I don't know why these thoughts came to me. But they did. All day I have been thinking though about hedgehogs and Porcupines. I think most people are hedgehogs who have spike like hair. They hurt others without thinking about it but as soon as the other person is away from them they pain stops and they aren't hurt any more. But a porcupine has sharp barbed quills. Dangerous things that once stuck in another can only be removed by a third person.
I wonder if I am a hedgehog or a Porcupine? Do I hurt others even after I am gone and still hurt them after I leave their presance? or am I a hedgehog, like most people occasionaly hurting without meaning to but as soon as I part ways my straches I made in them by accedent heal and they are not troubled anymore.
I realy wonder, which am I?
thoughts,
trouble,
tears,
teachings