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his love is lessening and I'm over the sink contemplating
After it's all said my hands are shaking
and I can't help chocking on my words
and I can't spit out what I really mean
he calls it a lie but loyalty is my identity, it's truly the only good I know
we used to be such close friends but now we're just enemies who throw rockets from across the room that land in each others chests and leave toxins that last for centuries.
I wish I could believe things will get better but they can never go back to the way they were
my problems are my problems and they're too much to bear and it's no lie, I'm scared for my safety and I'm scared for my heart because at this point it seems like nothing, nothing at all but a prop
After it's all said my hands are shaking
and I can't help chocking on my words
and I can't spit out what I really mean
he calls it a lie but loyalty is my identity, it's truly the only good I know
we used to be such close friends but now we're just enemies who throw rockets from across the room that land in each others chests and leave toxins that last for centuries.
I wish I could believe things will get better but they can never go back to the way they were
my problems are my problems and they're too much to bear and it's no lie, I'm scared for my safety and I'm scared for my heart because at this point it seems like nothing, nothing at all but a prop