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depression sets over me so fast just like the manic episodes..
Normally I can take myself out of the blackholes and find somethiing positive but today that is not working. Have you ever just looked at your life and realized you were not happy with all of it. Or that when you do make yourself happy you make others not happy. The one thing in my life that had made me happy was that I finally felt validated at work that I had a place that someone needed me at and that someone enjoyed my presence. Now with the new manager in charge I feel not needed I feel that I am not wanted there and that it does not matter anything that I do. I don't know...
Normally I can take myself out of the blackholes and find somethiing positive but today that is not working. Have you ever just looked at your life and realized you were not happy with all of it. Or that when you do make yourself happy you make others not happy. The one thing in my life that had made me happy was that I finally felt validated at work that I had a place that someone needed me at and that someone enjoyed my presence. Now with the new manager in charge I feel not needed I feel that I am not wanted there and that it does not matter anything that I do. I don't know...