It has been to long
Last night was the first night in awhile that I actually fell asleep soundly- I do not know if it is because we have a new manager and I know the store has someone else they can contact or not. I felt like I was walking on egg shells all day yesterday and today.. Having a new manager is stressful in itself but I feel like I and my store is under a microscope. I know everything is not perfect but it just scares me that if something happens it is my fault and a reflection upon my management skills. I know that it has been tough and that all the partners have not really had the attention that they need. It makes me sad that I have not been able to give them that attention but I will soon! Now that she is here. It just was necessary that I take vacation and that I don't go into overtime. Besides Starbucks Drama- I can say that everything in life is going well. Tim and I are planning to get married and get a house together- which if you had seen us a year ago you would have questioned that. I am still waiting for him to do the whole proposal thing and ask my mom for permission there never seems to be a good time for that though. Whatever happens I am so happy that he is in my life because he is so supportive and understanding and does not hate me when I talk about work or get mad me for anything. We have both changed so much together and I am so proud of him for everything that he does. Well I am going to go out to dinner .. so I will write later.