Feb 25, 2004 19:39
I think i'm losing my sanity in my isolation. Or maybe i'm simply finding it. Even if it isn't a matter of sanity, something is growing in my head at a cancerous rate, making it impossible to find the calm i had hoped to find up here.
In isolation. Where everything is impossible and full of hope at once. So many opportunities i will probably never bother with.
Maybe its just because it's winter. Maybe that's why i'm so tired. And hungry. My metabolism is retarded, and i think i have an addiction to piercing myself. i now have 15 piercings. i don't know how to stop.
I'm just so tired.