So I know it's been quite some time since I've updated. I'm sure this is because I have been listless and irritated, or maybe just apprehensive about going back to work. I spend alot of time busy, and trying not to think too much. I like this place I'm at now.. this quietly content spot that I don't have too much to worry about. It gives me ( Read more... )

My appointments are all tomorrow. Been shopping today, picked up a few things that were needed.. both now and in the future. Think I'm going to buy some things on line.. as they seem to be cheaper. I not only have a doctor's appointment in the morning, but also therapy tomorrow afternoon. I'm not sure why I double schedule, and tuck myself into ( Read more... )

Today was not really any different than yesterday. I cleaned off my desk, moved some things around.. decided to load Turbo Lister for Ebay.. and then curled up in bed and tried not to think about going back to work. I failed miserably. As Robyn says.. maybe there really isn't anything to stress about, but I don't know. This used to be easy.. ( Read more... )

So for the longest time I've been journaling just by logging into the LJ website, but I've decided to make it easier for myself and download a client. This will make it faster, and less time consuming.. and make it available at my own whims. Whatever those may be..? Today was sort of.. one of those bed days. It was a Sunday, and rainy.. and I ( Read more... )

Today we went to Muskogee for a lung specialist appointment for mom. Nothing serious, just a check on a blip which showed up on her CT scan last year. Everything is fine, no problems. I am so exhausted. I decided to pick up a paper and see what kind of sales were going on that started on Friday. We had lunch, I checked out the yard sales.. and ( Read more... )

Just cooked Omelettes with leftover Kielbasa, Olives, mushrooms and cheese. They were pretty tasty I must say. Couldn't flip them perfectly.. as that takes patience and I was hungry! Before Taylor came over with Sarah and Jeremy, I made Rice Krispy Treats.. also hard not to eat all of them. At least they won't last long enough to get stale. ( Read more... )

Second day of impulse writing. This is before bed for me, I've been hitting the sheets earlier than usual. I also must say.. I accomplished absolutely nothing today. I stayed in bed and stared at the window in the front room for awhile at about 11AM. Had some breakfast with my mom.. sitting crosslegged on my mattress... and muttered something ( Read more... )

So my therapist told me she wants me to keep a journal. I figured since I already have this one, why start over? Might as well just keep going. Lots of things to say I guess. I have been really up and down lately. Really not myself. It's kind of a scary feeling, to be stuck out here on this limb.. somewhat by yourself but never alone. ( Read more... )