We both know what I've been doing, I've been intentionally bad at lying
Over the weekend, I got to go to Muncie. I didn't get there until a little after 11.
Erick has been really stressed out by a lot of outside factors in his life. He told me that my visit was about the best thing that had happened to him in 2 weeks. That made me feel good.
And I'm not worried about him living with Katie. I have to trust him. And they are both good people. I don't think they have it in them to mess up everything.
Being in Muncie was very comforting. It was returning home. I have so many wonderful memories there from over the summer and from over the coarse of the years. Even before I saw anyone I just felt safe and home.
Then when I finally did see Erick and we hugged it was awesome. I've had stress and so has he. And he makes me feel better. So being hugged by him just reassured me that everything is going to be okay.
Basically, my life is pretty boring right now. Sometimes I worry about sacrificing personality, creativity, being human for drive and education. It kind of scares me b/c when someone talks to me, I am the most boring person ever! But I am just trying to survive this semester...
Meanwhile, some of my friends are in a lot of trouble. I really worry about them.
My friend Andrew is coming over. He needs to talk and he just needs some place to stay for a little while as his buiding is being searched for drugs. So I better wrap this up.
I'm not unhappy. I am just inbetween when I am becoming and what I used to be. I hope I turn out for the better.
Lee
Erick has been really stressed out by a lot of outside factors in his life. He told me that my visit was about the best thing that had happened to him in 2 weeks. That made me feel good.
And I'm not worried about him living with Katie. I have to trust him. And they are both good people. I don't think they have it in them to mess up everything.
Being in Muncie was very comforting. It was returning home. I have so many wonderful memories there from over the summer and from over the coarse of the years. Even before I saw anyone I just felt safe and home.
Then when I finally did see Erick and we hugged it was awesome. I've had stress and so has he. And he makes me feel better. So being hugged by him just reassured me that everything is going to be okay.
Basically, my life is pretty boring right now. Sometimes I worry about sacrificing personality, creativity, being human for drive and education. It kind of scares me b/c when someone talks to me, I am the most boring person ever! But I am just trying to survive this semester...
Meanwhile, some of my friends are in a lot of trouble. I really worry about them.
My friend Andrew is coming over. He needs to talk and he just needs some place to stay for a little while as his buiding is being searched for drugs. So I better wrap this up.
I'm not unhappy. I am just inbetween when I am becoming and what I used to be. I hope I turn out for the better.
Lee