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I haven't been home in about 5 months. This is the longest I've been away. When I drove over the pensacola beach bridge about 3 hours ago, I almost cried. I knew I missed this place like crazy, but seeing the lights on the water- it was such a pure emotional reaction- I realized how much this place is a part of me. Though, that doesn't mean I want ( Read more... )

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I'm restless, and at the same time know I might not even finish this entry. I just finished reading the last book in the 10 book series, The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice. I am completely in love with her style of writing and consequently, the characters. But, I bought some good-looking star wars books today that I'm ready to dive into. The ( Read more... )

What does it take to get a little intimacy around here?

Most of the time, it really doesn't bother me the amount of pills I take everyday. But sometimes I start to think about how I would like to be less reliant on them. But really, what am I supposed to do? Have debilitating headaches daily, cry about every little thing, be so tired I can't function, and have to stay in bed for one week out of every ( Read more... )

Jealousy is that horrible twist you feel in the pit of your stomach. I tell myself I shouldn't feel this. I tell myself I won't. It helps a little. I really don't care as much. But its still there, and that fact alone makes me mad.

Dreams with you in them never disappoint.