5 days till 22 and yet im pissed
this is a rant for everybody out there. Im am Pissed beyond the word. it appears that the name Fairy, Largo, Benson, and Chrono are all one. and for a while i gave up hope of who i am. but only a few days remain for this body to get older. my mind younger, and my soul deader.
now this brings me to my next point. my past. over 21 years have past since my birth. and i have caused pain in the world. pain to others. pain to myself. and i am srry for all the pain i have caused. my past is mine. no one else. no one can bring up my past to hurt me right. wrong. they bring it up to hurt my wife. rachel. over the last two days my wife is be in pain. why cause of people like this.....
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Cheryl McCandless: you asked me why would I need someone like peter...
I want to ask you the same qestion
rachel housley: he isnt like that with me
rachel housley: we just fight
rachel housley: but thats my fault too
Cheryl McCandless: no instead he keeps you around to beat on you
rachel housley: he doesnt beat me
rachel housley: i its sex
rachel housley: he never ever hit me in anger
rachel housley: tho i have
Cheryl McCandless: I have some friends who live on that base who know
both of you... so dont try and feed me that bullshit
rachel housley: umm i dont fraking live on base
rachel housley: so dont give me tat
rachel housley: that
rachel housley: i dont know any army ppl here
rachel housley: i dont have nothing to do with the army
Cheryl McCandless: really then, so I suppose you magically forgot
connet?
rachel housley: connet?
rachel housley: you mean conner
rachel housley: which i only tlked to online once sence i got married
rachel housley: he doesnt even live here
rachel housley: he was kicked out the army
rachel housley: so dont ty
rachel housley: try
Cheryl McCandless: so you do know people who have lived there?
rachel housley: lived here
rachel housley: yes pass tence
rachel housley: and conner has never been with us while we were married
rachel housley: so ur blowing out yur butt
rachel housley: i dont even know peters unit
Cheryl McCandless: thats pretty sad if you dont know his unit since
youre married to him
rachel housley: no i make a paont to not know
rachel housley: as do some other wifes
rachel housley: so mind your own business
rachel housley: i dont even have a military id
Cheryl McCandless: whatever... I dont even want to go through this with
you because you dont know when to shut up... plus how do you plan on
proving any of what your saying to be true?
rachel housley: why do i need to prove shit to u
rachel housley: ur nobody to us
Cheryl McCandless: to you
rachel housley: no to peter to
rachel housley: he doesnt like u
Cheryl McCandless: you're jealous cuz your husband is lying to you
rachel housley: no he isnt
rachel housley: i know for a fact he isnt
rachel housley: and lying about what
rachel housley: what the fuck u talking about
Cheryl McCandless: the fact that he hates me is just a lie to you to
shut your bitchy mouth up cuz apparently you never shut up
Cheryl McCandless: about anything... including me
Cheryl McCandless: so you must have a secret thing for me
rachel housley: umm no i didnt say shit about u
rachel housley: he did
rachel housley: or how would i know u messaged him
rachel housley: huh
rachel housley: hes in freaking iraq
rachel housley: stupid
Cheryl McCandless: because your a snooping bitch
rachel housley: umm how
rachel housley: did i get on his computer there huh
rachel housley: no
Cheryl McCandless: there is such a thing called message archive
rachel housley: think u dumb bitch
rachel housley: umm thats saved on the computer dumb ass not ur yahoo
Cheryl McCandless: plus it wouldnt be far from the truth that he told
you... just to piss you off
rachel housley: riiight
rachel housley: he doesnt like
rachel housley: you
rachel housley: and
rachel housley: he just cant be mean to ppls faces
Cheryl McCandless: you cant get enough can you?
Cheryl McCandless: trying to put me down n shit?
rachel housley: your the one pushing me
rachel housley: go away
Cheryl McCandless: youre just like him, thriving on trying to make
other people hurt
Cheryl McCandless: I could have gone away with a single button but you
wanted to keep going at it
rachel housley: no ur the one doing that to me
Cheryl McCandless: its called ignore
rachel housley: good leave me alone
rachel housley: ur called me stupid first
rachel housley: and i didnt say shit to u
Cheryl McCandless: well maybe because you do it by yourself
Cheryl McCandless: I was smiply stating a fact
rachel housley: just because of my typing
rachel housley: im not stupid
rachel housley: if so how did i grad college
Cheryl McCandless: you cant prove that to me
rachel housley: just go away belive me or not he doesnt like you and he
isnt lieing to me now for real never message us alone i dont have to
prove shit to u .... bye
Cheryl McCandless: even if you did it was probably some private college
that mommy and daddy made you go to
rachel housley: no skank i payed for it
rachel housley: go away
Cheryl McCandless: all you have to do is press the ignore button
rachel housley: i shouldnt have to should i
rachel housley: now go away
Cheryl McCandless: duh you dumb bitch
rachel housley: im showing peter our whole convo
Cheryl McCandless: good
rachel housley: it will just make you look like a bitch
Cheryl McCandless: I am one, to you
rachel housley: well anyways i am number one in peters life so why
would he care about u
Cheryl McCandless: because people care about other people wheather
their spouse likes it or not
rachel housley: he doesnt care about u why cant you get this trew ur
head
Cheryl McCandless: good, now that we have your side of the story... and
his... I can be happy... and on my way
rachel housley: ok do that i was done with u so long ago
Cheryl McCandless: yeah right, thats why you kept talking to me right?
rachel housley: u keep pissing me off
rachel housley: telling me my husband is lying to me
rachel housley: look skank he dont fucking like u so leave us alone
Cheryl McCandless: yeah how would you know, love is blind
Cheryl McCandless: it doesnt matter if he likes me or not... its fun
picking on you anyways
rachel housley: why
Cheryl McCandless: because youre a bitch
rachel housley: no i am not
rachel housley: u are
Cheryl McCandless: lol omg
Cheryl McCandless: thats origional
Cheryl McCandless: totally classic
rachel housley: u think its fun to try to break marriges up
Cheryl McCandless: this has nothing to do with peter
Cheryl McCandless: its me and you... because youre jealous
rachel housley: of u hahahaha
Cheryl McCandless: and mean... so Im getting you back
rachel housley: ur fucking ugly
Cheryl McCandless: riight
Cheryl McCandless: and you're peaches n cream right?
Cheryl McCandless: fuck that
rachel housley: i am back to the weight i was and all that so yeah im
not bad looking now
Cheryl McCandless: quick! think real hard of something mean to say
rachel housley: so yeah go away and i cant fucking block u
rachel housley: thats why i havnt yet
Cheryl McCandless: man, are you ever going to say something even
remotely intelligent? cuz your stupidity valve is still leaking
rachel housley: how is saying .... i cant block u dumb?
rachel housley: i fucking cant
Cheryl McCandless: because you can
rachel housley: im on my side kick and cant do that
Cheryl McCandless: and youre too lazy to even get on your regular
ysn... to ignore me
Cheryl McCandless: and I thought I was lazy
rachel housley: the computer is freaking broke
Cheryl McCandless: and you just prove to me that its possible that you
pretend to be peter
rachel housley: how
Cheryl McCandless: sidekick?
Cheryl McCandless: duh
rachel housley: what the fuck are you talking about this time
rachel housley: ok and
rachel housley: im on my cell hows that prove shit
Cheryl McCandless: if you were on your cell it would come up as you
being mobile
Cheryl McCandless: that and you dont type very fast when you're on your
cell
Cheryl McCandless: so you're a liar
rachel housley: no its a fucking side kick do u even fucking know what
one is ?
rachel housley: its a type of phone
Cheryl McCandless: yeah
rachel housley: oh wait white trash cant afford it
Cheryl McCandless: no I got something better
Cheryl McCandless: its a fuckin PDA phone
Cheryl McCandless: with the wireless ear piece
rachel housley: i have a fucking slither too
rachel housley: so piss off
Cheryl McCandless: lol whatever
rachel housley: slivr
Cheryl McCandless: hahahahahahga
Cheryl McCandless: hahahahahahaha
rachel housley: right i do
Cheryl McCandless: hahahahahahahahaha
rachel housley: well what ever go away
Cheryl McCandless: you first
Cheryl McCandless: ha you couldnt do it could you?
Cheryl McCandless: still typing away
Cheryl McCandless: thats better
Cheryl McCandless: dont go away mad
Cheryl McCandless: just go away
rachel housley: thats it im showing peter and getting u for harassment
Cheryl McCandless: Im not harrassing him
rachel housley: u are his wife
rachel housley: which hed do anything for
Cheryl McCandless: psh you did it to me first
rachel housley: no u messaged me stupid
rachel housley: both times
Cheryl McCandless: not before...
rachel housley: yes u did
rachel housley: i didnt have ur fucking screen name
Cheryl McCandless: no I was replying to your message therefore I
couldnt have been the first one
Cheryl McCandless: you got it from peters old sn
rachel housley: i have in the archive u messaged me first
Cheryl McCandless: ohh cry me a river
rachel housley: im showing peter and if u message him or me again we
will get u for harassment
rachel housley: now fucking leave us alone
Cheryl McCandless: NFP
rachel housley: ?
Cheryl McCandless: No fucking problem?
Cheryl McCandless: Ill leave you two alone
rachel housley: thank you thats all i had asked
rachel housley: thank you
rachel housley: now bye
Cheryl McCandless: Ima put you on ignore so I dont get the temptation
rachel housley: thank you
rachel housley: good luck in life wish u happiness
rachel housley: bye
Cheryl McCandless: bye
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thoughts anyone. well i have some fucking thoughts on this.
one. why is that people play with my wife like this. why. what did she do to any of you. there are others like this. miss with my wife. what did she score the beaner and not you guys. what did i do. i know. i raised your hopes and dreams and then shatter them. well for all you bastards that think that. aim your hate toward me. not her. let your anger flow towards me. im the one who sinned. why take her blood.
so i ask. as a failure. please leave her alone. leave me alone. no more. lets stop this. this fighting. this oh she got him but i want him to. its like a fucking anime. but this is real. and things in anime are not.
i ask again. everyone leave us alone.
largo. fairy. chrono and benson
signing off
now this brings me to my next point. my past. over 21 years have past since my birth. and i have caused pain in the world. pain to others. pain to myself. and i am srry for all the pain i have caused. my past is mine. no one else. no one can bring up my past to hurt me right. wrong. they bring it up to hurt my wife. rachel. over the last two days my wife is be in pain. why cause of people like this.....
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Cheryl McCandless: you asked me why would I need someone like peter...
I want to ask you the same qestion
rachel housley: he isnt like that with me
rachel housley: we just fight
rachel housley: but thats my fault too
Cheryl McCandless: no instead he keeps you around to beat on you
rachel housley: he doesnt beat me
rachel housley: i its sex
rachel housley: he never ever hit me in anger
rachel housley: tho i have
Cheryl McCandless: I have some friends who live on that base who know
both of you... so dont try and feed me that bullshit
rachel housley: umm i dont fraking live on base
rachel housley: so dont give me tat
rachel housley: that
rachel housley: i dont know any army ppl here
rachel housley: i dont have nothing to do with the army
Cheryl McCandless: really then, so I suppose you magically forgot
connet?
rachel housley: connet?
rachel housley: you mean conner
rachel housley: which i only tlked to online once sence i got married
rachel housley: he doesnt even live here
rachel housley: he was kicked out the army
rachel housley: so dont ty
rachel housley: try
Cheryl McCandless: so you do know people who have lived there?
rachel housley: lived here
rachel housley: yes pass tence
rachel housley: and conner has never been with us while we were married
rachel housley: so ur blowing out yur butt
rachel housley: i dont even know peters unit
Cheryl McCandless: thats pretty sad if you dont know his unit since
youre married to him
rachel housley: no i make a paont to not know
rachel housley: as do some other wifes
rachel housley: so mind your own business
rachel housley: i dont even have a military id
Cheryl McCandless: whatever... I dont even want to go through this with
you because you dont know when to shut up... plus how do you plan on
proving any of what your saying to be true?
rachel housley: why do i need to prove shit to u
rachel housley: ur nobody to us
Cheryl McCandless: to you
rachel housley: no to peter to
rachel housley: he doesnt like u
Cheryl McCandless: you're jealous cuz your husband is lying to you
rachel housley: no he isnt
rachel housley: i know for a fact he isnt
rachel housley: and lying about what
rachel housley: what the fuck u talking about
Cheryl McCandless: the fact that he hates me is just a lie to you to
shut your bitchy mouth up cuz apparently you never shut up
Cheryl McCandless: about anything... including me
Cheryl McCandless: so you must have a secret thing for me
rachel housley: umm no i didnt say shit about u
rachel housley: he did
rachel housley: or how would i know u messaged him
rachel housley: huh
rachel housley: hes in freaking iraq
rachel housley: stupid
Cheryl McCandless: because your a snooping bitch
rachel housley: umm how
rachel housley: did i get on his computer there huh
rachel housley: no
Cheryl McCandless: there is such a thing called message archive
rachel housley: think u dumb bitch
rachel housley: umm thats saved on the computer dumb ass not ur yahoo
Cheryl McCandless: plus it wouldnt be far from the truth that he told
you... just to piss you off
rachel housley: riiight
rachel housley: he doesnt like
rachel housley: you
rachel housley: and
rachel housley: he just cant be mean to ppls faces
Cheryl McCandless: you cant get enough can you?
Cheryl McCandless: trying to put me down n shit?
rachel housley: your the one pushing me
rachel housley: go away
Cheryl McCandless: youre just like him, thriving on trying to make
other people hurt
Cheryl McCandless: I could have gone away with a single button but you
wanted to keep going at it
rachel housley: no ur the one doing that to me
Cheryl McCandless: its called ignore
rachel housley: good leave me alone
rachel housley: ur called me stupid first
rachel housley: and i didnt say shit to u
Cheryl McCandless: well maybe because you do it by yourself
Cheryl McCandless: I was smiply stating a fact
rachel housley: just because of my typing
rachel housley: im not stupid
rachel housley: if so how did i grad college
Cheryl McCandless: you cant prove that to me
rachel housley: just go away belive me or not he doesnt like you and he
isnt lieing to me now for real never message us alone i dont have to
prove shit to u .... bye
Cheryl McCandless: even if you did it was probably some private college
that mommy and daddy made you go to
rachel housley: no skank i payed for it
rachel housley: go away
Cheryl McCandless: all you have to do is press the ignore button
rachel housley: i shouldnt have to should i
rachel housley: now go away
Cheryl McCandless: duh you dumb bitch
rachel housley: im showing peter our whole convo
Cheryl McCandless: good
rachel housley: it will just make you look like a bitch
Cheryl McCandless: I am one, to you
rachel housley: well anyways i am number one in peters life so why
would he care about u
Cheryl McCandless: because people care about other people wheather
their spouse likes it or not
rachel housley: he doesnt care about u why cant you get this trew ur
head
Cheryl McCandless: good, now that we have your side of the story... and
his... I can be happy... and on my way
rachel housley: ok do that i was done with u so long ago
Cheryl McCandless: yeah right, thats why you kept talking to me right?
rachel housley: u keep pissing me off
rachel housley: telling me my husband is lying to me
rachel housley: look skank he dont fucking like u so leave us alone
Cheryl McCandless: yeah how would you know, love is blind
Cheryl McCandless: it doesnt matter if he likes me or not... its fun
picking on you anyways
rachel housley: why
Cheryl McCandless: because youre a bitch
rachel housley: no i am not
rachel housley: u are
Cheryl McCandless: lol omg
Cheryl McCandless: thats origional
Cheryl McCandless: totally classic
rachel housley: u think its fun to try to break marriges up
Cheryl McCandless: this has nothing to do with peter
Cheryl McCandless: its me and you... because youre jealous
rachel housley: of u hahahaha
Cheryl McCandless: and mean... so Im getting you back
rachel housley: ur fucking ugly
Cheryl McCandless: riight
Cheryl McCandless: and you're peaches n cream right?
Cheryl McCandless: fuck that
rachel housley: i am back to the weight i was and all that so yeah im
not bad looking now
Cheryl McCandless: quick! think real hard of something mean to say
rachel housley: so yeah go away and i cant fucking block u
rachel housley: thats why i havnt yet
Cheryl McCandless: man, are you ever going to say something even
remotely intelligent? cuz your stupidity valve is still leaking
rachel housley: how is saying .... i cant block u dumb?
rachel housley: i fucking cant
Cheryl McCandless: because you can
rachel housley: im on my side kick and cant do that
Cheryl McCandless: and youre too lazy to even get on your regular
ysn... to ignore me
Cheryl McCandless: and I thought I was lazy
rachel housley: the computer is freaking broke
Cheryl McCandless: and you just prove to me that its possible that you
pretend to be peter
rachel housley: how
Cheryl McCandless: sidekick?
Cheryl McCandless: duh
rachel housley: what the fuck are you talking about this time
rachel housley: ok and
rachel housley: im on my cell hows that prove shit
Cheryl McCandless: if you were on your cell it would come up as you
being mobile
Cheryl McCandless: that and you dont type very fast when you're on your
cell
Cheryl McCandless: so you're a liar
rachel housley: no its a fucking side kick do u even fucking know what
one is ?
rachel housley: its a type of phone
Cheryl McCandless: yeah
rachel housley: oh wait white trash cant afford it
Cheryl McCandless: no I got something better
Cheryl McCandless: its a fuckin PDA phone
Cheryl McCandless: with the wireless ear piece
rachel housley: i have a fucking slither too
rachel housley: so piss off
Cheryl McCandless: lol whatever
rachel housley: slivr
Cheryl McCandless: hahahahahahga
Cheryl McCandless: hahahahahahaha
rachel housley: right i do
Cheryl McCandless: hahahahahahahahaha
rachel housley: well what ever go away
Cheryl McCandless: you first
Cheryl McCandless: ha you couldnt do it could you?
Cheryl McCandless: still typing away
Cheryl McCandless: thats better
Cheryl McCandless: dont go away mad
Cheryl McCandless: just go away
rachel housley: thats it im showing peter and getting u for harassment
Cheryl McCandless: Im not harrassing him
rachel housley: u are his wife
rachel housley: which hed do anything for
Cheryl McCandless: psh you did it to me first
rachel housley: no u messaged me stupid
rachel housley: both times
Cheryl McCandless: not before...
rachel housley: yes u did
rachel housley: i didnt have ur fucking screen name
Cheryl McCandless: no I was replying to your message therefore I
couldnt have been the first one
Cheryl McCandless: you got it from peters old sn
rachel housley: i have in the archive u messaged me first
Cheryl McCandless: ohh cry me a river
rachel housley: im showing peter and if u message him or me again we
will get u for harassment
rachel housley: now fucking leave us alone
Cheryl McCandless: NFP
rachel housley: ?
Cheryl McCandless: No fucking problem?
Cheryl McCandless: Ill leave you two alone
rachel housley: thank you thats all i had asked
rachel housley: thank you
rachel housley: now bye
Cheryl McCandless: Ima put you on ignore so I dont get the temptation
rachel housley: thank you
rachel housley: good luck in life wish u happiness
rachel housley: bye
Cheryl McCandless: bye
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thoughts anyone. well i have some fucking thoughts on this.
one. why is that people play with my wife like this. why. what did she do to any of you. there are others like this. miss with my wife. what did she score the beaner and not you guys. what did i do. i know. i raised your hopes and dreams and then shatter them. well for all you bastards that think that. aim your hate toward me. not her. let your anger flow towards me. im the one who sinned. why take her blood.
so i ask. as a failure. please leave her alone. leave me alone. no more. lets stop this. this fighting. this oh she got him but i want him to. its like a fucking anime. but this is real. and things in anime are not.
i ask again. everyone leave us alone.
largo. fairy. chrono and benson
signing off