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So I decided, ultimately, that I like this, my original journal, way more than the second one I made. And so the second one is now history. Maybe now I'll actually start writing again on a regular basis...
I'm 1/3 of the way done with my schooling. Which, is surprising because for the most part it's gone by fast, but a little disappointing because lately the time at school has been passing sooo slowly. I'm so confused lately. One minute I think I know exactly what I'm doing and feeling and wanting and needing, and the next I feel like I'm floating through my life in a haze. Visiting Lucas in Chicago was so wonderful and perfect, but the past few days at home have felt like a big joke. I forgot how interesting the long distance thing could be. Sometimes I just feel like I'm making up a whole relationship in my head...
which is spinning.
I just pray that I can get off next Saturday and Monday (Patriot's Day) so his 3-day weekend here is as jam packed with quality time as possible. If I have to work, I'll probably quit...
I'm 1/3 of the way done with my schooling. Which, is surprising because for the most part it's gone by fast, but a little disappointing because lately the time at school has been passing sooo slowly. I'm so confused lately. One minute I think I know exactly what I'm doing and feeling and wanting and needing, and the next I feel like I'm floating through my life in a haze. Visiting Lucas in Chicago was so wonderful and perfect, but the past few days at home have felt like a big joke. I forgot how interesting the long distance thing could be. Sometimes I just feel like I'm making up a whole relationship in my head...
which is spinning.
I just pray that I can get off next Saturday and Monday (Patriot's Day) so his 3-day weekend here is as jam packed with quality time as possible. If I have to work, I'll probably quit...