In one week...

Aug 18, 2009 17:08

I hope I am not the only one (but highly suspect I will be) to celebrate Aunts and Uncles Day in one week, August 25th!

Anyway, I am so tired! I decided (figured out) sleep seems to be a portal for me to enter dreams and live my plethora of alternate lives. It is so exhausting to sleep. My dreams/lives are so active! They continue without me, so I never know where I'll end up. Lately I've been creating new ones. The action/plot of the dreams don't have anything to do with what I've ever encountered in real or waking life. So I don't know how my brain creates the stuff it does. Really, they are beginning to defy description. It would be so nice if the world I entered had "me" sleeping in the dream. Then maybe I could get some rest and wake up refreshed. Yeah, right! That isn't going to happen.

If I could just live the one life, the waking one, the one I think I am living as I write this, and truly sleep when I try to, I think I would have so much more energy. At least I don't think I'd feel absolutely drained all the time. If you don't get this because you don't dream, sorry. But somebody out there might understand. Who are you?

What else should I tell you right now? I don't know. Have a happy evening.
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