change is good.. I guess.
So I dyed my hair black yesterday.. yes black.. pitch fucking black. After being blonde for like three or four years, I've decided to change it drastically. I was tired of the blonde and I know that if I just dye it brown or red, the blonde will seep through in a few weeks.. so yea.. I've gone black. I think it looks kinda weird, I'm not used to it you know. It's really really dark, like almost that blue black color, but not. I don't know if I like it or not yet. I'll see after a couple of washes. I still want to cut it though, I thought if I just dyed it I would lose my need to change my hair, but I still want to, and I know cutting it will only make me feel better, but I've been growing it out for so long that I'm scared I might regret it. I had an epiphany last night after I dyed my hair... here goes:
When you change something, ie your hair, you do it not because the way you had it before didn't look good anymore, on the contrary, you did it because it did look good, but you sort of peaked. It's like you change it so that you can work on looking better until the change you made fits you so well that there's no way you can look any better with that change, thus you reach a point when you say that you need to change again, but by that point it won't be again, it'll just be a change. So once you change you can work on making that new change fit again.. until you peak again. Well anyway, that's what happened to me, I reached a point when my hair looked just so good on me that there was no way that it was going to look any better there were no other styles I could make to make it look better.. so yea.. I peaked and needed a change. Well.. this is a definate change, now I can work on making it fit.. and the dirty cycle continues.
wow bro.. a whole entry about my hair..
When you change something, ie your hair, you do it not because the way you had it before didn't look good anymore, on the contrary, you did it because it did look good, but you sort of peaked. It's like you change it so that you can work on looking better until the change you made fits you so well that there's no way you can look any better with that change, thus you reach a point when you say that you need to change again, but by that point it won't be again, it'll just be a change. So once you change you can work on making that new change fit again.. until you peak again. Well anyway, that's what happened to me, I reached a point when my hair looked just so good on me that there was no way that it was going to look any better there were no other styles I could make to make it look better.. so yea.. I peaked and needed a change. Well.. this is a definate change, now I can work on making it fit.. and the dirty cycle continues.
wow bro.. a whole entry about my hair..