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It's kind of strange, this love we share. It's different and complicated, yet ordinary and simple. It's grotesquely beautiful, yet kindly undeserving. I open my soul to you, you open your arms to me. Inspite of me, I let you in. Dispite you, you push you me out. I'm bold and obvious, you're shy and passive. I speak, you listen. I cradle your ego, you cradle my heart.
In the end, there's always an apology and there's always an understanding.
There's a memory that trails closely behind you, a memory of a photograph kept in a bag of the past. There's a memory that kisses your neck and whispers in your ear of a love that there was, of a love that could be. This memory stands before me and you move in to reach it, accidently hugging me, accidently loving me.
"I had a decision to make, I could have either stayed in the u.s., or left to germany and been with silvia. I stayed. And now I'm with you."
-"What was the deciding factor?"
"I don't remember."
There's so much I want to ask, but I don't want to know the answers. Do you dream of her? Do you think of her during the day? Is there a comparisson? Do I remind you of her at all? When you look at me, do you see her smile? Do you want to? Can you see me past the memory?
In the end, there's always an apology and there's always an understanding.
There's a memory that trails closely behind you, a memory of a photograph kept in a bag of the past. There's a memory that kisses your neck and whispers in your ear of a love that there was, of a love that could be. This memory stands before me and you move in to reach it, accidently hugging me, accidently loving me.
"I had a decision to make, I could have either stayed in the u.s., or left to germany and been with silvia. I stayed. And now I'm with you."
-"What was the deciding factor?"
"I don't remember."
There's so much I want to ask, but I don't want to know the answers. Do you dream of her? Do you think of her during the day? Is there a comparisson? Do I remind you of her at all? When you look at me, do you see her smile? Do you want to? Can you see me past the memory?