Jun 11, 2005 22:43
I just figured out something..
I have a pattern of dating that has never failed me or let me go.. this is it:
So I date a guy and we're good and we're together, and usually it'll last over a five month period. That length would constitute it being a serious and long relationship. So with this one guy, something goes wrong and we break up. Shortly after, I meet someone new and we're together for a much much shorter time frame; we're talking something like a month or two.. it's usually just cause they're just a rebound.. and it's really no big thing. Then after them, I meet someone else, and they turn into another long relationship.. and so on and so forth.
It started with Danny Armas, he was long.. and then I dated andy, short. Then there was Yamil.. long. And after him I had Baker.. short. Then I met Leo.. long. And right after him I was with tony.. short. Then there was David.. long. And now it's Alex. And for some time in the begining.. when I first met him, I was trying to figure out what was going to happen and whether or not this pattern was going to continue.. if that's the case, then our expiration is due any minute now. But I realized that I had my short relationship already.. it was a couple of months and it's already over. So Alex clearly is the long one. But this is new for me, because I never had a long relationship and a short relationship simultaneously. You see, when I met Janelys, she turned into my short relationship, and it was simultaneous because she was just a friend, but she filled that gap. So now she's gone and it's just Alex. And I know that when it's a long one, it's a good chance that it'll be the last one... you know? Like I can't possibly end up with the guy that I'm dating after the last long relationship.. so I know that I'm getting a bit ahead of myself here.. but it's a good chance.
Anyway.. I just came to this conclusion and I had to write it down before I forgot.
Good night..