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What the hell am I doing these days? Well friend, let me tell you. I'm currently playing the role of surgeon in Denver, CO. Everything you've seen or heard about being a doctor is a big, fat lie. Gray's Anatomy, feh! Fuck that show! Scrubs tells it like it really is. Jesus, that show is scary accurate sometimes. Anyway, what's there to say. My life pretty much fucking sucks. First, I'm separated from Megan by 540 miles. And that hurts the most, missing my first year of marriage. Missing out on the little things, the day to day things. I miss being touched. I feel very isolated and alone. The solace is that I work 80 to 90 hours a week. I'm on call about every fourth night here. Call entails being at the hospital overnight and into the next day for a period of time. I swear to god I'm going psychotic. It's seriously difficult to cope with. What else...what else is going on...oh! yeah, my wife may have diagnosed me with Asperger's Disease. She has a client who has it and did all this research and found that a lot of the symptoms match my fairly quirky personality. I guess it explains things...my complete inability to pick up on social cues and body language. My sort of boundry-less nature. Wow, I wished I figured this out sooner, but it explains a lot. Anyway, that's me. And by the way, fuck you guys.