i forgot to mention
Well when i was packing everything up getting ready to leave, Sean came over and kept me company. We cuddled a little bit inbetween me getting my room together, and everynow and then i had a mini breakdown and cry a little bit and he just held me and told me it was going to be ok. Then as time came around to go i put stuff away in my car and i hugged him and just started bawling, absolutely sobbing, and he held me really tight and reassured me. I don't know how long i stood there crying in his arms but eventually i had to go and god it hurt so bad. he left as i got in the car and when we pulled out he was sitting on the hood of his car waiting for me so he could wave good bye. He's so wonderful. I'm so grateful for him. And now I'm bawling and feel beyond lonely. -Alana