College and everything else

Sep 03, 2007 00:08

Well i've been at college for about two weeks now. Moving in and mom leaving was rough but once i got past that it was fine. I've met a lot of wonderful ppl. Particularly John, at first i had a crush on him, then i found out he was gay and now we're like best friends. We're like exactly the same, he even is thinking about double majoring as well so he can become a sex therapist. I managed to find a bf and dated him for like 4 days, it was bad. I had an amazing conversation with him. Then later found out he's one of those ppl who's intelligent only like 5% of the time... so that didn't last. Plus he was a total hick. So i've learned, get to know the guy BEFORE you start dating him. Also i think he may have talked about me because at one point i walked past a group of guys who were laughing and telling each other to hush, and i heard his name "lance... lance... Piece of ass" so i'm pretty pissed with him. Classes are going very well.

First year program: Dr. Hamel teaches this course aka Mama Hammer lol. I love her to death, its seems like a waste of time in my opinion but oh well

Applied Voice: Basically a private voice lesson with Dr. Quiggley Duggan she's wonderful and i feel like i've learned so much from her already i just hope i can stay on top of things

College Chorus: its choir, blah didn't really live up to my expectations

Music: A Shared Experience: Taught by Dr. Hamel and Dr. Drummond its a pretty good class, nothing too amazing and i love dr. drummond, he's so sweet.

Guitar Techniques: I can't remember the teachers name, but he's cool, and i feel like i'm keeping up, i've learned 3 chords and can play several songs now lol.

Religion & Human Adventure: I love the teacher again i dont' remember his name, but he's amazing. The course its self is rather blah though.

Learning to Sing: Taught by Quiggley-Duggan, its nothing too bad i think, i've performed in the class and been told i do very well. i enjoy it more than i thought i would.

General Psychology: Dr. Long teaches this class, she's fun, a smidge scatter brained though. The class is again blah, nothing too exciting but i enjoy it.

Communication skills: I tried to move this class to 1 but found out i had to take another course at the same time so i have to get up super early anyways. It's not bad, the teacher calls me the Gunner b/c i'm willing to answer all the questions. I'm looking forward to the first speech we have to do. Its an intro to yourself 2-3 minutes long, i'll post it on here when i'm done.

Opera: a class i didn't know i needed til last week after i got in to the opera The Magic Flute, i have had it yet

Well as far as the rest of college, Dr. Drummond is doing better (he has lung cancer if i for got to mention that) and the tumor is shrinking. In the opera I'm going to be playing Spirit 1. Maggie is trying to set me up with this guy she knows called Cop, he's tall and pretty cute too, chemistry math major. I don't know what he thought though. Hmmm oh as far as orientation went lol it was interesting to say the least. Including silly group activities, and a rope's course where the group ended up hauling me over a 12 foot wall... that was no good. Anyways over all things are great. i love my room its amazing.

I went home this weekend and everyone wanted to feed me. My mom made me dinner then i slept, then ate again, then went to karate, then went to Seans where we cuddled and talked and watched a movie. His parents were out for the weekend so he said, you should spend the night... soooooooo. I told my mom Ace wanted me to spend the night so after i ate donuts with her, i went back over and we had a lot of fun and we fooled around a little, then slept. He was so sweet he was all cuddly and kissing my shoulders... Its so strange, i don't know what's going on with me and him. I'd totally love to fall in love with him, and i know i could if i let myself *sigh* i wish i could find someone who treated me as wonderfully as he does, and wants to be with me that way too. its frustrating, well then next morning i woke up and left around 1:30 after more cuddling and fooling around lol. I went to my mom's for lunch, hung out w/ my dad, then dora, then left around 6 with TJ and the drive wasn't bad he and i talked like the whole way about relationships and other stuff. But this thing with Sean has sort of got me through a loop, and i feel really lonely because i know he won't love me even if i let myself love him *Sigh* Is there anyone out there for me? That's all for now -Lani
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