Aug 18, 2006 10:45
i choose my company by the beating of their hearts. not the swelling of their heads.
i'd like to think that for the passed two years of college i've learned something through my trials and tribulations. it's been a hard road at times as well as smooth sailing during others. i've not once questioned my status or level of happiness by the determination of others nor have i ever wanted to. i've been content following what appeared to be my path and living a life uncalculated by others. i've grown up now and have learned to not be so naive (for the most part). if anything, this summer has taught me the most about life and the future. i've learned the importance of friendship... the real, deep, meaningful friendship; the ones that are never taken for granted. i've realized that you cannot put a value on friendship, but rather a meaning; a true meaning at that. i've reached an end to my beginning. i can no longer fight to prove myself as a loyal friend in the eyes of some other people. nor can i believe that our relationship will be the same as its days of infancy when we were young and naive. i've had the opportunity to spend time with some of the most amazing people in my life this summer, who have taught me the importance of life and, in essence the meaning of it. they have shown me the true value of it and how important each moment can be. i'm through with deceptions, i'm through with lies, i'm through with falsities, i'm through with judgements, and most of all i'm through being cool..