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Ah, with graduation in two days, christmas in nine, starting my new job in eleven it seems that my entire life has becoem a count down. The counting is starting to make my nerves run fairly dry. Working everyday had made time fly by which in some aspects is a relief and in others is just a short trail to the doom that is going to end my very existence.(exaggerate much Ann??)
At least the house will be done soon. Fixing everything and anything had gotton me way over my head. Now that 3 of the 5 rooms have new flooring and a fresh coat (or7) of paint things are finally starting to coem together, and this house is starting to look like a home.
Things with Sarah and Joshua seem to be hitting off fairly well. I think she's not used to the idea of her and her creating an us yet though. I don't really know how snuggly Joshua is with it either. Meanwhile my man and I watch on and giggle like we're 5 years old at them and make jokes. I loved this past Monday when we were in Linkin Park and we lost the pair of them and he asks me " where did Sarah and Josh go?" my reply was " who knows prolly behind the van making out" his only remark was something along the lines of "ew" with lots of giggling. We're terrile and may the rest of our children taunt us with mimicks of our own cruel, vile, and foul behavior.
My restless let alone sleepless nights have been steadily increasing. I'm exhausted constantly and have zero energy to accomplish even the simplist task. (it's hard to even breath or even worse... read!!!!!)I thought this new crap my doctor and overly concerned mother are forcing met otake is supposedto give me more engery while it does what it's really supposed to do (which is gross and that's all this page need to know even though NO ONE reads this anyways; hence jumping topic to topic and jsut getting things off my chest) and yet there is no energy and no sleep. When I do sleep the dreams/ nightmares are either simply insane or simply raunchy. They are insane with crazy yellow airplanes flown by freidns who can barley operate a motor vehicle let alone an aircraft or they are raunchy and nasty and that man my subconsious is envision just happens to NOT be my man. I hate it. I feel terrible. My docotr says I can't help it and that it has something to do with things I want but can't have or things I fear the most in life that are put into situations that force me to coem to terms with it... I don't know. All I do know is that when I sleep I dream wierd shit! hahaha.
What else is random enough for me to etner.... hmm....
The holy inquisition finds you guilty of herecy
and you and your descendants must be cleansed in blood!
I see the sinners suffering
I hear them screaming and I watch them burn and die
It ain't looking good but never mind
'cause now they fade away
The inquisition has done its job
The dead skews just a-blowing in the wind
Their hearts were black and full of sin
And now they fade away...
At least the house will be done soon. Fixing everything and anything had gotton me way over my head. Now that 3 of the 5 rooms have new flooring and a fresh coat (or7) of paint things are finally starting to coem together, and this house is starting to look like a home.
Things with Sarah and Joshua seem to be hitting off fairly well. I think she's not used to the idea of her and her creating an us yet though. I don't really know how snuggly Joshua is with it either. Meanwhile my man and I watch on and giggle like we're 5 years old at them and make jokes. I loved this past Monday when we were in Linkin Park and we lost the pair of them and he asks me " where did Sarah and Josh go?" my reply was " who knows prolly behind the van making out" his only remark was something along the lines of "ew" with lots of giggling. We're terrile and may the rest of our children taunt us with mimicks of our own cruel, vile, and foul behavior.
My restless let alone sleepless nights have been steadily increasing. I'm exhausted constantly and have zero energy to accomplish even the simplist task. (it's hard to even breath or even worse... read!!!!!)I thought this new crap my doctor and overly concerned mother are forcing met otake is supposedto give me more engery while it does what it's really supposed to do (which is gross and that's all this page need to know even though NO ONE reads this anyways; hence jumping topic to topic and jsut getting things off my chest) and yet there is no energy and no sleep. When I do sleep the dreams/ nightmares are either simply insane or simply raunchy. They are insane with crazy yellow airplanes flown by freidns who can barley operate a motor vehicle let alone an aircraft or they are raunchy and nasty and that man my subconsious is envision just happens to NOT be my man. I hate it. I feel terrible. My docotr says I can't help it and that it has something to do with things I want but can't have or things I fear the most in life that are put into situations that force me to coem to terms with it... I don't know. All I do know is that when I sleep I dream wierd shit! hahaha.
What else is random enough for me to etner.... hmm....
The holy inquisition finds you guilty of herecy
and you and your descendants must be cleansed in blood!
I see the sinners suffering
I hear them screaming and I watch them burn and die
It ain't looking good but never mind
'cause now they fade away
The inquisition has done its job
The dead skews just a-blowing in the wind
Their hearts were black and full of sin
And now they fade away...